This was indeed the worst day of my life, I miss ...

This was indeed the worst day of my life, I miss you so much big brother. We were suppose to grow old together,laugh, joke and play. Man i miss you, I hate April 14,2002. That day really messed me up physically, emotionally, spiritually. I lived with the fact for a long time that if it wasnt for me you would still be alive. I say to myself all the time if i ddint give you the keys to the car you would still be here. You told me to hold the keys when we got to Terry get together so that you wouldnt lose them. I said ok. Then you said you were about to go to the plush, and you will be right back. I said ok and handed them over. That night was fun until oneof your frienda came back to the hjouse and was yelling" Scoot hit a pole come on he crashed" I hopped in the car with him and rode with him to the scene. There you was my big brother smahed into a pole, smashed under the steering wheel with your left hand hanging out. My big brother was gone...They through them white sheets over you and that was confirmation. My brother, the oldest of us all was gone. The police didnt let me identify you because I wasnt 18. Scoot I stayed by your side as much as I could.I was at the funeral home with you after you left the coroners, i opened your eyes, i kissed your face, they had your head cut from ear to ear i guess for the autopsy.Your left leg i belive from the knee down was gone. But that day may me a strong person. I didnt care, you are my big brother and I was go be there. Your body never got hard or cold. Yor looked like you always looked"my handsome big brother". Man i miss you calling me" chops, bass,porky, jamaican etc" man what I would give to hear you say that again.I miss you Scoot, you will never be forgotten believe that..Comntinue to watch over your little sister! Love you always and forever

Author: Dawn Flowers

Date: 2012-04-25 19:35:00

Forum id: 5628

Wpart ID: 6369279

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